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A Letter To My EX Boyfriend

 

It’s going to be the New Year and I want to start that year with healing. I haven’t gone out to meet my EX BF yet but I wrote him a letter. I hope he gets to read it but it’s more like a letter that marks the beginning for me. I have finally come to terms with my decade long love affair. And I know now, that my EX wasn’t the one for me. I’ve finally let go. 

 It was a painful relationship. More painful than anything I’ve ever experienced. But I learned a lot from it. I learned that when it’s not the right relationship, it just isn’t the right relationship.

 I think I’m ready for a brand new relationship. The kind of relationship that just feels right.

Dear Ex Boyfriend,

I’m sorry if you think that I am selfish. I hope you can see what is in my heart. I wish you could read my thoughts and my heart. But you can’t. You never have. I guess I keep calling you because I want to know that you’ve have moved on. I also want some closure between us. I am sure that I don’t want us to get back together. The years we spent together was one of the defining moments on my life. It changed me in ways I can never fully grasp yet.

I loved you. I was young and naive. I thought I was incapable of love but you taught me how. I loved you. When I was with you and when I was enveloped in your love, I always thought about you. Everyday for several years, I’d say a prayer. I’d think of you. Remember the little card I sent you? Written on that small card were the words: If I could build a garden for every time I thought of you, I’d forever walk in that garden.

It is true. When we were together, you were all that I thought about. You were all that I cared about. I may have a hard time expressing my love but you melted my heart. Somehow you did. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I never knew what love was until we met. I never thought I was capable of that kind of love. Similarly, I never thought that I was capable of so much hurt and bitterness.

When I say I loved you, it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you anymore. You have touched my heart in ways I can never imagine. I think once you love someone, you are marked for life. You were once part of my life and I would carry that with me for the rest of my life.

The girl you once knew and the girl who once loved you has grown up. I am not the same person that I used to be when I met you. I have changed. And I’d like to believe that I changed for the better partly because of you. Although it was hard not to be bitter given that you have broken my heart so many times.

I don’t know if you can fully understand what you did to me. I know I’ve been cruel to you. I know that I’ve hurt you. I know it is not right to hurt someone intentionally but I thought that since you’ve hurt me, I want to hurt you back.

You never allowed me to express my sadness when you betrayed me. When you took the ring, it wasn’t just a simple act of taking the ring and not giving it back. It hurt because you took it and never explained why you could do something so hurtful to the person you say you love deeply. It wasn’t just that. I trusted you to take care of me. I trusted that when times would get tough, you would be there for me and not take advantage of my generosity. But you did. You took advantage. What really hurt was that you have never allowed me to express my sadness. When I tried to tell you how much I was hurting, you didn’t allow me to speak. It hurt because you never explained why you did something so terrible.

Did you know that it took me years to get over that? I tried to really forgive you. There was a time when I was tempted to leave you because of that. But I stopped myself. But I was so ready to walk away because I was so hurt. It hurt so much that everytime I spot a pawnshop, I would think about my ring. I felt so helpless because the ring symbolized the trust that I had for you, the trust, that I could never recover. The trust that I could never get back.

It really took a lot from me to forgive you and to not leave you. I guess I hated myself for staying. I really wanted to leave. If I had walked away, no one would have blamed me. But I loved you. And I wanted to believe that I could forgive you. And you tell me that I’m selfish. That’s what hurts. I stayed not because I wanted to. I stayed because I had to because I loved you and I wanted to forgive you. And all that I really wanted was an explanation from you. But you never gave me that because you would never let me dare speak of it. You wanted to bury it. But I can’t bury it because it was one of the most terrible things that anyone has ever done to me. When someone you love betrays you, it will leave a lasting scar. But I don’t blame you. You did what you had to do because of reasons still unknown to me. And that is what hurts. The fact that you never explained why you betrayed me. It’s not losing the ring that hurts. It’s losing the trust and not getting an explanation why you could do something like that.

Remember when we had a fight and you wanted to get off the taxi? I still remember that. It was one of the most painful fights that we ever had.

I think I brought up the subject of the ring. You got angry and you asked the taxi driver to drop you off at the sidewalk. I tried to hold on to your hand. I tried to pull you back. I tried to grasp your hand as hard as I could. I almost lost you. You almost walked away. You know what was really surprising? When I was tired of holding on to your hand, it felt right to let go of it. I felt powerless when I almost lost you but it felt right to let go. That’s what our relationship felt like. I tried to hold on to it even if the easiest thing to do would have been to let go.

It took me years to let go of you. And sometimes I stayed not because I wanted to. I stayed because I wanted to make you happy. That’s why until now, it stings when you tell me that you think I’m selfish. Have I not tried to give you my love, my body and my soul? I tried to give you everything. There were times when I was selfish. But didn’t you feel that sometimes I would rather not be there with you? And you call me selfish when in fact, I stayed because I wanted to make you happy even if it killed me deep inside to stay with you.

Just try to remember. When we were intimate, did you ever look into my eyes and see the pain? There were times when I wasn’t even there with you. There were times that I would have wanted to be somewhere else. One time you even punched the wall because you got so angry because I wouldn’t respond to you. You asked me what was wrong with me. I was so cold to you and unresponsive. You felt that I would have wanted to be somewhere else.

That was the first time I allowed myself to truly feel what I felt inside. You said that love isn’t enough. Yes. You’re right. Love isn’t enough to make me stay. Love isn’t enough to make me happy. But it wasn’t your fault. In fact, I blame myself. I still do. But I don’t regret anymore. At least, I’ll carry the memories with me. And who knows? Maybe because of what we went through, we’ll eventually find happiness.

You say that I’m a revisionist and that I changed what happened so I can make it fit into my story. Two people can be in the same relationship and not have the same experience. I am only giving you my perspective on the relationship. You always said that you were happy when you were with me. You always told me that you were happy being with me. I felt that happiness when you’d kiss my shoulder or my forehead. I felt that happiness when you’d take my hand and kiss it. It took me a long time to admit it, but I wasn’t happy in our relationship. It had a negative effect on me. And it isn’t your fault. Some relationships just do that to people. It’s not just you or me. It’s you and me together.

There was a time when I blamed you for my unhappiness. It was wrong of me to think that. It wasn’t you. It was the relationship. It was the fact that I wasn’t ready for a relationship when I agreed to be with you. It was the fact that my parents and my family didn’t accept you and me. It was the fact that I was looking for something else and I couldn’t find it in our relationship. It was the fact that everything just didn’t feel right from the very beginning.

You said that it was scandalous of me when I bared my breasts to you at a public place. I know why I did that. I was at a low point in my life. I had only started to come to terms with my childhood trauma. Even if I told you it wasn’t real, I always thought that you would read right through me and could see that I was lying because I was.

I guess that’s my fault. I always assume that people could read my thoughts. I guess I had wanted you to read my mind. I had wanted you to read right through me so I wouldn’t have to explain what was in my heart. But you could never do that. And that’s how I know, you’re not the one. 

I tried to forget what happened to me. Yes, I was sexually abused. I tried to forget but I could never allow myself to forget. When I met you, I was at that point in my life when I started to question everything. I was sad and and alone. You were there for me. You liked me. And I wanted someone to fall in love with me.

I guess that’s also the reason why I stayed in our relationship far longer than I would have wanted. I guess, I didn’t want you to just like me. I wanted you to fall in love with me. I wanted you to love me because I never felt that at home. I never felt loved. I never felt needed.

And you seem to have needed me. You seem to have loved me. And for that, I’m very grateful. I still remember when you read to me a passage from the Corinthians. I think we were eating pizza at Shakey’s. You suddenly turned serious and started reciting the verse: Love should never be jealous. Love should always be kind……

I was so touched by that. I felt so loved and so needed by you. I felt so important. I had wanted to marry you at that time. In my mind, I could see myself running away with you and never coming back. At that moment, I wanted to be with you so we could build a new life together.

But that’s how I knew it was the wrong thing to do. I could never build a new life with you. I could never run away. It’s not because I don’t want to. It’s because I can’t. Running away from my family and from the world that I’ve ever known is like running away from myself. I couldn’t build a new life or a new identity with you because I would be denying myself.

I’ve always wanted to run away from my problems. I’ve always wanted to run away from my sadness. But I know that I can never run away from anything. This is who I am. I am who I am. I can never deny who I am. I can never deny myself. Running away would feel good but it wouldn’t feel right. I guess that’s what our relationship stood for. I was running away. I was running away from the world.

 You may call me a revisionist. You can do that. You can call me selfish. You can call me self-centered. But none of those words will sting me anymore because I know it isn’t true. In my heart, I know what I felt and I know what I experienced. No one else can take that away from me. Not even you.

There were times when I felt bitter and angry at myself and at you. But I know now, it’s just one of those things that happen. There are relationships that change you for the better. And some relationships that wound you so much that you are unable to live your life the way you should. Our relationship is the latter. It’s a very painful relationship. And as you had said in our previous meeting, if we stay together, we will just destroy each other.

When you called me last May to tell me that you have found a girlfriend, I felt so sad. I still remember where I was. I was at my aunt’s office. When I learned of it for the first time, my immediate reaction was to hold back my tears. My brother was there and I was embarrassed that he’d see me cry. I didn’t want to see me in pain but it so painful I had to run off.

I guess I always wanted you to love me and to continue to love me even if we’re no longer together. So I admit, that part, I’m selfish. I wanted to go to sleep at nights knowing that somewhere out there in the world, was a guy who loved me and who thought of me. But when you told me that you were seeing another girl, I felt so sad. You had stopped loving me and have moved on. It’s what I’ve always wanted for you but I guess I was not prepared how much it would hurt. It hurt. It really hurt.

But at the same time, I was extremely grateful that you had found someone else. It allowed me to realize that our relationship had ended. That it was time for both of us to move on. And that it was time for me to stop believing that someone out there in the world was a guy who loved me.

I won’t ever forget the kisses that you gave me. The sweet kisses. There’s one indelible memory of you and me together in a taxi. We were headed for the city. We had just left your house. You were napping. And I was sleepy. I rested my head on your shoulders. You woke up and you took my hand. You held my hand and looked at it as if it were the most precious thing on the entire planet. I would never forget that. At that moment, I felt most loved by you. And I still hold on to that memory when I feel lonely. At least, I could say to myself that once upon a time, someone had loved me. And that’s what I’ve always wanted from you. To be loved by you.

In a way, you have taught me how to love. Love should be about the simple things. Love shouldn’t be about the grand romantic gestures. It shouldn’t be about giving flowers or giving chocolates. Love should be about the simple things– to profess one’s love to someone, a simple kiss on the forehead, a touch on the hands, a kiss on the shoulder. Love should be about the simple things. You’ve taught me that.

You also taught me the concept of unconditional love. I would often ask you why you love me despite my faults and you’d say, ” It’s part of you. It’s part of the package. I have to learn to love all of you.” Those are simple yet powerful words. It shows that you have so much wisdom when it comes to love.

When you said that, that’s when I knew that you weren’t the one when I couldn’t admit the same thing about you. I loved you but my love for you was conditional. There were just things about you that I could never accept. One of that, being your drug use. I could never accept that. So my love is ” I love you BUT…” When it should be, ” I love you and…”

I know you will love again. I know you will learn to forgive me. I know you will learn to forgive yourself. I know you will love someone else. I feel sad that someone else will receive your kisses. I feel sad that you will be holding someone else’s life. But love evolves. Love grows. And  you shouldn’t just allow your heart to feel love just once. Love is meant to be shared.

I have met someone. And I don’t know if he feels the same way for me the way that I do for him. I am hopeful though. But so much of my concept of love came from you. I love the little things about him. I love how he’s always there. I love how sweet and innocent he is. I love how simple his view of the world is. It’s the small things about him that matter. And I know where I learned this from. I learned it from you.

I hope you can hear what my heart is saying. I wish you could read my mind. Because right now, there is no bitterness and sadness in my heart anymore. There’s only hope.

I wish you could look back at our relationship and see how necessary it was. How it was meant to be part of our journey in life. How, you were meant to be part of my journey and I, yours. They say that we meet people for a reason. Meetings aren’t just random encounters. People meet each other because they’re meant to be part of each other’s journey. Our journey together was far longer. It lasted almost a decade. Some encounters are short but it’s still no less significant.

I may not know it now. You may not know it now. But there was a reason why we met. Even if our journey together ended, at least we can look back and say to ourselves that we have loved. Because we have loved.
 

98 Comments»

  Chado wrote @

I think this letter is good, but if you did call your ex alot, he may think this a ploy to get him back. Its not is it? And the letter is long, I know you want to express your heartfelt sympathy to him, but please reduce the content… There is a saying that less is more, the same is true in love. You overwhelmed him with your calls, and now you are trying to heal, but by overwhelming him with a lengthy letter? It may work, I say give the letter a chance, but reduce the content, and send it or take it to too him in like a month or so. And if you are writing him a letter, you really haven’t moved on? If you have to say I’ve moved on, or have to ask yourself if you are over someone, then the answer should be obvious? If your writing letters to your ex to heal your pain, you aren’t working with theirs. This is a good letter, but I say that you must be careful how you try and heal in the new year.

  Chado wrote @

I think this letter is good, but if you did call your ex alot, he may think this a ploy to get him back. Its not is it? And the letter is long, I know you want to express your heartfelt sympathy to him, but please reduce the content… There is a saying that less is more, the same is true in love. You overwhelmed him with your calls, and now you are trying to heal, but by overwhelming him with a lengthy letter? It may work, I say give the letter a chance, but reduce the content, and send it or take it to too him in like a month or so. And if you are writing him a letter, you really haven’t moved on? If you have to say I’ve moved on, or have to ask yourself if you are over someone, then the answer should be obvious? If your writing letters to your ex to heal your pain, you aren’t working with theirs. This is a good letter, but I say that you must be careful how you try and heal in the new year. Plus there are parts in the letter that show your still bitter eg. “You never allowed me to express my sadness when you betrayed me” This isn’t forgiveness, this is an accusation. Just Be Careful what you write.

  ablogaday wrote @

Thanks for the suggestion. Thanks for reading my letter. I haven’t sent it to him yet. It’s just that I want him to know how I feel. And it’s about time that I did that. For years, I’ve denied myself expressing the truth. It’s about time that I did that. Thanks for reading and thanks for caring.

  MCD wrote @

Your letter is so touching, you heart is out there. I was wondering, did you ever send it ? How did it turn out with your ex ?

  MCD wrote @

Your letter is so touching, you heart is out there. It’s a full confession about so many things.

I was wondering, did you ever send it ? How did it turn out with your ex ?

  Walkmch9 wrote @

The letter is very nice. I am going through the same thing.It’s been over ten years and I still think of him probably because I see him or hear from him off an on throughout the years. I believe its because he was my first Love first everything. I wonder was this your first? And I believe that it is also that the ending was never there. All I got was its over and hunged up on. I was young and of course he was older. Well he didn’t act his age, and he still doesn’t. I am married now, I find myself still thinking of him, but when I read your letter, it said there are relationships that change you for the better and some relationships that wound you so much that you are unable to live your life the way you should. That is very true, I believe I have wasted alot of my time on him, thinking about him. He also has a drug issue, that was are main problem. I finally realize it was a blessing in diguise. I was in Love with the man he could of been and was when I met him. That man is no longer. Its just hard because he meant something to me. Its like you wish you had a magic wand to make them realize that this is not you its addiction that controls you and makes you not you. Well I hope I am making sense. Anyway’s your letter touch me and makes me realize that It wasn’t meant to be. That I am where I need to be.

  ablogaday wrote @

He was my first love. He was my first everything. You’re right. There are some relationships that wound you so much that you can never fully recover. This year, I fell in love with another man. And I thought that this man would make me happy but he hasn’t been honest with me from the very start. It would seem that the cure ( this new guy ) ended up needing another cure. I guess when you fall in love deeply, you never really fully recover. This new guy Richard, is the man that makes me happy. I love him and care for him deeply but I was blinded again by love. I might write about the new man in my life if I’m ready. But the relationship somehow isn’t over yet.

It would seem that I fall in love just once every ten years. How tragic is that? And I don’t know if my second love will lead to a happy ending or heartbreak.

  Christen wrote @

Thanks for publishing your letter on your blog. I am doing my best to move forward with my new bf..he and I dated before this last ex-bf. Its so hard to move from someone after they hurt you..abused you..used you…and yet you loved them for what you thought was beautiful. Now I know I was a fool and I can’t look back. Part of me thinks that he did these things to wake me up when all I could do was live in the past and not take responsibility for myself. So he used me…and hurt me because of my vulnerability. I know its not right for me to live in the past..and rethink things over..and I do work on focusing on the here and now..stepping into now…Its just so hard to bite these bullets and wonder ..the what ifs. He is not the epitome of the one for me..my ex. Yet..why does the past haunt me..and how long does it take to recover and grow more..and fuller…with no guilt of who I am today?

  smyta wrote @

hey…rily..dis letter has rily touched me..kz i’ve been trhu da sm phase…i knw dat it hurts real bad..n am happy dat da pain is gone..tk cr

  nicki wrote @

Hi,
Your letter is very interesting, and it seems to me that you went through alot of pain, from your early childhood,and up until this point in your life, you still appear to be going through pain. I think i know waht you need to do.

You need to start coming to terms with everything negative that has ever happened to you throughout your life. You have to stop blaming others,( even though they are the ones to be blamed), . You need to stop holding ill feelings inside. Pray to God, forgive, and let go. Don’t let the actions of other human beings dictate your life. Don’t let their negativity affect your happiness in life. You have to be strong , and say, ‘no more’. You have to draw that line and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You have to start making yourself happy and loving yourself. You have to start seeing yourself for who you really are.

When you finally come to terms with this, then you will start loving and accepting yourself for who you really are. You are beautiful. You are innocent. You are kind .You deserve someone to love you fully. And only at that point you will be able to love someone else fully. And finally when you’re at that point you will meet that right person, your soul mate, and he will be on the same page as you.

Good luck!!!

  ablogaday wrote @

Thanks Nicki for the words of encouragement. It’s so nice to that strangers care. Take care!

  citizenkane wrote @

omg, i just ( 2 minutes ago) finished writing a letter to my ex and decided to google and see if anybody else was goin tru the same thing and lo’and behold, you guys. I do not know if is the right thing to do, i do not want him back what so ever i am so much happier with out him but i do not want be that girl that hates all her exes. i told him i would always be there for him as a friend and he could call me when ever he needed a sholder to lean on and i did not hate him anymore. If something happened to me or him and i could not tell him that i did not hate him i could not live with myself because i kno how much pain it caused him. is it okay that i did this, hate is such horriblr thing to hrbor in your heart and i fell by telling him this will set me completely free.

  Idetrorce wrote @

very interesting, but I don’t agree with you
Idetrorce

  ammukutti wrote @

Hi Dear,

I can feel your pain through your letter and th time spent to write this ……Lemme tell you one thing LIFE IS TO ENJOY ….
Accept life as it come ………..Don’t expect anything ……….especially kinda…..love from the loved ones……..
for certain you will get everything as you like you will find the perfect man in your life.but its true he ….cudn’t compete your first love…….though time is a good medicine.
your ex boy friend will also have the same feeling as you have if not now atleast once in his life time…….
Do send this letter to him..

take care…

  Shadow wrote @

Sad story, but nothing compared with mine.
She left me becouse she found better man. First she forced my (at that time) shattered heart to trust her and then I fell in love. But in time, things changed. She started to lie me in my eyes. Since then she never listened my feelings. She escaped and got lost. I spend year of my life seeking her. She pretended that she lost possword of her mail and somebody else read it. The person was incredibely cruel and heartless. In fact it was her. When I finaly made a fool of me before eyes of everyone around me, I finaly found her. She changed her adress so she was very surprised to see me. At that time I still believed this all was accidents and she loved me all the time and some cruel person tried to keep us apart. She still pretended this day it was the true. How do you think I felt when I finally heard the truth. Of course it was not her who told me, but some other people who knew her better then I ever imagined.
My heart was shatterd, … she didn´t listen to me. I could never believe, that the symbol of pureness could be such a cruel lier. She didn´t regret her actions, she was just happy she doesn´t have to be bothered by me.
The worst thing about this was not the fact she betrayed me and changed me like sox. But the worst thing was how could she lie more then a year and made of total fool of me. I was so blind I could believe anything what supported theory she still love me, that I made a total fool of myself. All who knew about me and her laughed at me how pathetic and naive I was. And her new boyfriend laughed most. He called me names but I still couldn´t believe, that someone so kind and helpfull would love this sort of jerk.
Now I am a new man, I can love no more and this is the only good thing about this. Now I finaly know, who I am!

  Shadow wrote @

No, it seems I still can… I just can´t stop loving her. Even when she doesn´t care about me anymore.
Sorry for this spam,…. but there is noone left… So I just googled “why does the past haunt me” and read this… A wish to be heartless.

  Shae wrote @

i have a anger problem ever since me and my lover broke up. ive tried to kill myself numeruse times but now im ok but during this time this is what happend; me and my boyfriend where dating for years that we knew each other and we got engadged. just one day we went to a bar for another years of celebration. and he told me that he had a suprise for me. i thought ok well its gonna be nice. but instead he had invited 2 other friends from new york to come mmet use. and then when we got in the car he told his friends to come over to the car. then they pushed me in to the back seat and i told him to get oof but he didnt he said calm down it was ok. then he ripped all my close off then all three guys stuck ther dicks in my pussy and i was screaming at the top of my lungs until he punched me in the nose and told me to shut up or he would kill me. so i did. then all three guys reappededly raped me and rared me and then they bite my nipples of and cut me up so badly i hert all over i was bleading and badly then they left me on the street in the dark until i new i was going to die or get up and wave someone down. i was naked and i stopped this guy who not only did i get raped by three men he decided to rape me. i was so wore out and hurt. so i walked to the nearest place to get help and then there where the womens club of america there and they took me to a hospital and i tryed to sue me ex-fiance but i couldnt he had to much money and there was evidence bu theyt said that i was a whore and fucked them so they got away with it. and well that was the end.
:(

  Carolyn Garrett wrote @

My God. What a horrific thing to go through. How in the world did it get to that??? You were engaged to this guy ???? i will pray for you and believe God for your complete healing. Your story brought tears to my eyes, as I can imagine the trauma and not just physical pain but emotional and mental pain that you have endured. And that is the key. You are still here for a reason. You have endured and God will help you break throught that brick wall one day at a time and then you will be free. I don’t know what transpired before all this happened, ( and it really doesn’t matter), but know that you are still here for a reason and there will be someone there for you to reach out to one day that will need YOU. God bless you sweetie.

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear gavin arayus
hey whats been going on why did you break up with me I am sorry for calling you too many times I want to know if you can still be my boyfriend please tell me if you can
I love you

love
ADI

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear gavin arayus

please be my boyfriend again I cannot stand being broken up from you I appologise for calling you too many times and I will not call you anymore maybe you can call me you are so nice to me as friends but I still have feelings for you
please call me today at 5:30 pm or 6:15 pm anytime will work thanks
love you
Adi

  Craig wrote @

Hi,
That’s a very deep and touching story, I hope you found happiness in the end.

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear Billy Juliano, and Group home staff,

I would like to first appologize to the staff for calling billy Julliano to many times. Now billy Julliano please except this appology I am truly sorry for calling you all the time I will let you call me sometimes.

love your friend
Adi

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear Adi
Hey Adi its Billy’s Group home staff I thank you for the letter your sent billy your ex boyfriend he truly understands that I’ll tell him you said that you are sorry for calling him but he can’t call or see you anymore because you weren’t his girlfriend in the first place that’s what billy said

he told me that Kristi is his new girlfriend thanks
Billy and group home staff

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear Adi,

Hi Adi its Gavin arayus your ex boyfriend sorry I cannot be your boyfriend anymore because you keep calling me for some reason I still love you as a friend and I feel sorry that Billy broke up with you I mean you are a pretty and beautiful friend of mine and I thank god for you

love your friend,
Gavin arayus

  me wrote @

I believe you did the right thing by expressing every bit of how you felt then and now. Accepting is the most critical part of the healing process. He might thing think that you are not over him but who care what he thinks at this point. Just make sure you never go back to him ever again. People like him will never change he will just end up old and unhappy.

Take Care and Happy New Year!!!!!!!!

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear Adi

Hey Adi Its your new boyfriend Rory Peyton,
I love you baby I cannot stand Billy breaking up with you and going with Kristi But I am your boyfriend and I will marry you would you like to love me as my girlfriend
Love you babe

Rory Peyton

I am back in Gainesville from Jacksonville on Sunday early morning.

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear Adi
Hey Adi its your new boyfriend
Rory Peaton I love you baby I cannot stand Billy breaking up with you and going with Kristi
I love you babe alot I am in Jacksonville until Monday early at night

  jegadeesan wrote @

nice letter…but so long…after read this letter, finished like a loved based movie…

  Heartbroken wrote @

Hello,

I read your letter, and i really felt the pain you are going through.

I am in a similar relationship, i went through emotional and physical abuse, i went through a lot of pain, i cried millions of tears, i crushed my nevers, I gave him my virginity (btw i am a muslim). He tried to create an us by destroying me. First when i met him i taught this is the man who would make me swim in an ocean of love, but all of the time i was swimming in small drops of water.

I gave up everything i had for him, my values, my beliefs, my lifestyle, my friends, my life, all of these were just to make him happy. But now what i am left with is nothing. I am too tired to stand up or even put the slightest effort.

I am too lost, i am at the deepest dark hole and i cant find the way to come out.

I dont know what to do, i dont have support or the power to even help my self. I feel sorry for myself.

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Hey Adi Its your boyfriend
Rorri Peaton I might come back tonight at 9:30 pm so call me at 9:30 pm tonight and if I do not pick up I am still at my moms house I will come back at 9 pm tonight ok babe why do you call me early when I am not there Gavin Ayers isn’t there to stop you because he is with his mother also in Tampa FL He doesn’t come back tomorrow I do so do not worry about him as I say He might move to Tampa FL Near his momma any way I do not love Kim Wheeler anymore because she chose Rob Paterson and I hate him and finaly I said we are done I love you baby and you do not have to worry about anything baby because if someone hurts your feelings and its around me I will tell them to stop because you are my baby Adi and I love you very much and to me you are my princess and have a strong relationship with me ok babe so I love you babe

love
Rorri Peaton

  kirsite wrote @

ma boyfriend an i havebeen toghethher for nine months then he moved to jersey an i live in florida an a week later he said it was over in a text message he was bein salll rude an now hes gunna go out with his bestfriend and shes so rude to me an i want better for him you know.

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

Dear Adi
Hey Adi Its your new boyfriend Rorri Peaton
Sorry about this Baby that Billy Gulliano is a jerk babe and you got to understand that Billy choose to marry Kristie and he loves Kristie and I love you Baby and I am glad you are my baby because I thank god for you and you are the most wonderful princess girlfriend I met and I will kiss you later tonight after Zumba and call you baby later at 9:40 I will be here tommorrow

  AndieNKiddos wrote @

Adi are you delusional? Um first of all you should not have a bf if you haven’t gotten over ther last one and if you have not read what you are writing to yourself you seem more like a stalker to this billy guy. If that guy “rory” or “rorrie” or whatever is real then you should keep him and getover someone who denies even being with you.

  cherevy wrote @

i feel sad after reading your very sad experience.
i was touched..
I hope that now you’ve move on,

  stEla may wrote @

ohh. .how nice letter is this,im going online now to search a letter about my ex boyfriend coz i have remember last night our first date, ,it really touches my heart .he is too my first boyfriend and with him,i learnt to love. .
oohhh . . you can do it girl,How old are you by now?are you here also from the philippines?
wish you all the best . .

  Sara Kripke wrote @

Wow, certainly cool topic. Where will I get that subscription?

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  happyd wrote @

reading your letter feels like you’ve been reading my heart. it hurts

  Sara wrote @

I found this when I was googling advice about getting over break-ups. My boyfriend of 4 years just recently broke up with me and I can honestly say I’ve never felt so hurt before. I know the details aren’t exactly the same, but reading your letter was almost like I was reading all the words that I wanted to say to him. I just want to say that reading it has given me a bit of strength to go on with my life, to know that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. I don’t know who you are, but I really hope that you find what it is that you need. I wish you all the best, and to all the people out there who are like us.

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  Amina wrote @

I love it !! <3

  Win.R wrote @

Hi,
I was looking for a write-up on “letter to my Ex” when I found this blog.
Reading Ur letter gathered alot of liquids in my eyes… And I’m so sorry u had to xperience all those sagas. I’m almost in the same shoe right now. It really hurts when love isnt mutual. So much more when u have to let go of someone u truly love and just become friends wv them due to unxplainable reasons.
I’m so inlove with a guy who’s miles apart from where I am. We were so happy together for the first 5months after we met. I just didn’t know what happened, ‘cos everything l8r changed. He started to receive letters of warning from God knows where. Contents stating that He shouldnt b with me. He was worried and I was confused about everything. It spaced us&dented his opinion of our being together ‘ cos d letters bcame concurrent wit contents of our every activities and plans that only he & I knew. Spooky right? It brought so much hurt & pain in my heart causing it to shatter when he told me that all along while w’ve be kissing and loving each other that we’ve been just friends. Friends! After having being together for a whole yr.
Ever since he told me that in July, I’ve bn shattered, hrtbroken but bcos I truly did love him, and I have the fear of God, I’m stil his friend, even run some errands for him here. I’ve leanrt to 4give him and even the mystry mailer. He’ll be 40 by Dec. 9 and I’m in my late 20s. So I plan to write him exactly this sort of letter…pouring my hrt out. And finally close every door to d affection I stl feel for him.What do you think?

  Win.R wrote @

All the previous comments are so wonderful
Weldone people.
As for the guy who said he can’t love again, I’ll say this to u in a proverb I learnt in Africa. “When u shut ur eyes against bad people, U wont know when the good ones pass u by” don’t waste ur time not loving, rather set ur heart free, and it is only in d freedom that it wl connect with happiness. The bible says “A merry heart doeth good like medicine…but a broken spirit drieth the bones” this is to everyone one out there still feeling painfully hurt and heart broken.
From the bloggers letter, I leart smthing… Loving the simplest things is the Biggest love of all. Not even d material gifts can equate appreciation of one another. 1Cor 13:1-end describes it all about the Measure of Love. Always n always let the Will of God be done in U.
I’d really like to hav an update on what happened with d letter… Did u ever send it, what did he say? Whats d situation of things now for u &for him?
Win.R

  lorena wrote @

great letter goes to my ex too though i feel i love him still

  Kait wrote @

This letter to your ex has helped me in ways you will never know. It’s beautiful and a great way to look at an ended relationship. My ex and I just broke up after 4 years. He was my first boyfriend. I wanted to thank you for posting this.

  fezny wrote @

Reblogged this on fezny.

  Sweetest Sweet wrote @

Thank you for your post. I am now also have a problem of moving on. The wound is never be cured even I try to do all solutions that I think it helps but it doesn’t. Reading the way of people think, the way of people do is one way that I am now doing. Your letter is so touch and meaningful..After I have broken up, I have write letter to my ex almost everyday and now it took around 7 months already. I hope one day he can be able to read what my feeling to him is. and thank you for your inspiration to me.
Thank you again..for everyone who share your story.

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  Anandhi wrote @

Reading your letter has taught me a little more than what I thought I knew about relationships. My ex and I broke up almost 1.5 years ago after a 4.5 yrs relationship. Ever since then it has been very difficult for me to cope with life without him. I’m loved by my friends and family and I am doing everything to distract myself but each moment alone all I can think about is him. Couple of months ago, I had hurt him immensely with an angry letter I wrote. Guilt is destroying me. I’ve lived him the most and I’ve hurt him the most too. He does not deserve it and I hope he finds it within himself to forgive me one day. Trying to learn how to forgive myself, I came across your letter and it has totally opened up a new perspective for me. I don’t have te maturity to accept the en of my relationship or to move on cos I love him dearly and he is the one. I admire your maturity and your big heart, big enough to forgive very thing and accept the truth. I have a blog where I express my feelings and I hope one day I am mature enough to let go off things of they don’t work out just as you have. Thank you for the letter as it has played a big part in my waking process.

  lexiii wrote @

SO LONG!!

  twinkle wrote @

whats behind the story of Adi, Billy and Rori,,, lol

  helln wrote @

truth is that theres that special person you meet in life and letting go gets almost impossible

  susan wrote @

I and my boy friend as been separated for a long period, I came across different spell caster and they were all unable to bring my lover back. I was so sad and almost gave up on him when i met a spell man Dr Atingo that helped me get my lover back. Ever since then i have been so happy and couldn’t believe it would happen. He also helped me with success spell, I have been living happily with my lover now and will be getting married soon. Here is his contact if you need his help atingospiritualtemple@live.com

  http://bing.com wrote @

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all the actual advice.Thank you-Rolland

  Garrynevia wrote @

I have been scammed so many times by fake spell casters until 1 of my friends told me about Dr.Muku. I found him to be honest and true and he delivered me results exactly on the date he promised me. My life changed after that. I had purchased a return lover spell and it worked. If you want to try him his email is mukumukushrine@gmail.com.

  get your ex back when he has a girlfriend wrote @

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  colby wrote @

My mouth is full of testimonies, my husband left the home for two years to south Africa for a tourist, where he meant this prostitute and he was bewitch by the girl my husband refuse to come back home again, i cry day and night looking for who to help me, i read a news paper about a powerful spell caster called Dr stone and i contacted the spell caster to help me get my lover back to me and he ask me not to worry about it that the gods we fight for me.. he told me by mid-night when all the spirit is at rest he will cast a spell to reunite my lover back to me. and he did in less than 3 days my husband came back to me and started crying that i should forgive him, I’m so happy for what this spell caster did for me and my husband, you can also reach him at: shamuultimatetemple@gmail.com

  Sheree wrote @

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  the magic of making up free wrote @

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  jessica wrote @

Dear Master spencer

I just want to take a few moments to personally thank you for helping me bring back my husband to me and his family. About eight months ago, I discovered that my husband of 11 years was having an affair with my next door neighbor and so called friend of five years.
When I found out about this affair, I approached him and he did confessed that he and She was having an affair and that he loved her and wanted to end our marriage and be with her.I was so devastated that I had to be hospitalized for a nervous breakdown. When I got better, I decided to go online and look for someone very good to help me. for a surprised! I was ripped off by many so called Psychics and Voodoo workers who all they did was to take my money with no results.Then one day, I saw your coment and was impressed by what you said ,but I was more impressed with the news reporter who was impressed by you and the fact he pointed out how many of your rivals were so jealous of you and spreading lies about you.
You just responded by simply saying, poof is in the tasting. That was when I made up my mind to contact you and I am so glad I did. After 21 days my husband had a big nasty fight with that woman and he called me from jail to get him out.
He told me that he was sorry and to please take him back. After having a few days of seriously talking we are now a happy family. I thank God for you each day for you and my family.
I want you to put this letter on your website, because I am shocked at the lies these other so called Psychics are doing to other people.
I want who ever reads this letter on your website to know that I do not work for you, you have not paid me and I am a very real person.iam swearing to God that all I have written to you is the honest truth!
That news man was right, you are very good and I can see why so many conning people hate you and hid behind phony names and websites.
Just like you said on your coment, the proof is in the tasting! And I have tasted your work and you are the best! so please contact him via spencermiller522@gmail.com

Your client for life

Jessica

  sharon wrote @

susan kelly

i am giving this testimony on how Dr ogudu has brought back my lover within 7day without know condition. you can contact him email address:drguoguo@gmail.com

patricia jacob

thanks to Dr guoguo,a woman who left me 3year ago because of my alcholic she tial to stop me from drinking i did not listing to her one day she went to work she did,nt return home then i was searching for her everywhere till i met this man on internet on how people was giving a testimonies about there family restored, then i contacted he to cast a spell for my lover to come back to me within 48hours which he did am tell the whole world that Dr guoguo is a real spell caster if you have any problems of spell please reach him via email address:drguoguotemple@gmail.com

  john wrote @

Am Perry Wayne from Canada, am a very simple and quit man who love and respect woman most especially Lucy Who is now my wife now, i loved her so much that am ready to do anything just to make her happy, one day she just woke up and told me that she is tired of me that i should give her a chance in her life, i was so surprised and was filled with pain, so that was how she left me in pain for 2 years until i met Dr AGILOLOVESPELLwho helped me a lot i saw a review about him and that was how i contacted him, then i told him my situation on how i was dump t by Lucy for 2 years, so he told me not to worry that she will come back to me within the next 48 hours, so that was how i watched and see till then, So surprisingly i got a call from a strange number i never knew she was the one until i heard her voice, so she was pleading and crying for me to forgive her, i never taught it was real until she came to my house and started pleading to me for forgiveness,so that was how i forgives her and now we are happily married and she is pregnant for me, so i just said i should share this testimony to all everybody out there, so that if you are in the same situation that was, i want you to know that our helper has come, so if you wants his help you can contact him through AGILOLOVESPELL@gmail.com

  Hanger wrote @

My Name is Hanger from USA. I never believed in Spells or Magic’s until I met this special spell caster called Dr obo The woman i wanted to marry left me 2 months to our wedding ceremony and my life was upside down. She was with me for 4 years and i really love her so much. She left me for another man with no reasons..When i called her she never picked up my calls and she don’t want to see me around her…so, when i told the man what happened. He helped me to do some readings and after the readings he made me to realize that the other man has done some spells over my wife and that is the reason why she left me..he told me he will help me to cast a spell to bring her back .At first i was skeptical but i just gave it a try…In 3 days, she called me herself and came to me apologizing..I can’t believe she can ever come back to me again but now i am happy she’s back and we are married now and we live as a happy family. Am posting this to the forum if anyone needs the help of this man Can contact him through this email address obolovespell@gmail.com

  Robert Caston wrote @

I heard so many things about DR OGALA. and every story has been so great. so here is my story, me and the father of my son has been off and on for 3 years its been a very stressful relationship. he cheated on me and I was very hurt, it was miserable for me so in returned I cheated because I wanted him to feel the pain but he never cares so we went apart, so he went back to his ex.i wanted him to leave her and let us come back together, I love him so much and I just want him to feel the same way feel for him, lucky for me DR OGALA was the one who brought my lover back to me, he is a good spell caster. his contact address is ogalalovespell@gmail.com.you can still save your marriage if u really love your husband

  FRED ANDERSON wrote @

My Name is : Fred Anderson ..I never believed in Love Spells or Magics until I met this special spell caster when i contact this man called DR OKUTA Execute some business..He is really powerful..My wife divorce me with no reason for almost 4 years and i tried all i could to have her back cos i really love her so much but all my effort did not work out.. we met at our early age at the college and we both have feelings for each other and we got married happily for 5 years with no kid and she woke up one morning and she told me she’s going on a divorce..i thought it was a joke and when she came back from work she tender to me a divorce letter and she packed all her loads from my house..i ran mad and i tried all i could to have her back but all did not work out..i was lonely for almost 4 years…So when i told the spell caster what happened he said he will help me and he asked for her full name and her picture..i gave him that..At first i was skeptical but i gave it a try cos have tried so many spell casters and there is no solution…so when he finished with the readings,he got back to me that she’s with a man and that man is the reason why she left me…The spell caster said he will help me with a spell that will surely bring her back.but i never believe all this…he told me i will see a positive result within 3 days..3 days later,she called me herself and came to me apologizingI NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE SPELLS UNTIL I MET THIS WORLD’S TOP SPELL CASTER. HE IS REALLY POWERFUL AND COULD HELP CAST SPELLS TO BRING BACK ONE’S GONE,LOST,MISBEHAVING LOVER AND MAGIC MONEY SPELL OR SPELL FOR A GOOD JOB.I’M NOW HAPPY & A LIVING TESTIMONY COS THE WOMAN I HAD WANTED TO MARRY LEFT ME 2 WEEKS BEFORE OUR WEDDING AND MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN COS OUR RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ON FOR 2YEARS… I REALLY LOVED HIM, BUT HIS MOTHER WAS AGAINST US AND HE HAD NO GOOD PAYING JOB. SO WHEN I MET THIS SPELL CASTER, I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION OF THINGS TO HIM..AT FIRST I WAS UNDECIDED,SKEPTICAL AND DOUBTFUL, BUT I JUST GAVE IT A TRY. AND IN 7 DAYS WHEN I RETURNED TO USA, MY GIRLFRIEND(NOW WIFE) CALLED ME BY HERSELF AND CAME TO ME APOLOGIZING THAT EVERYTHING HAD BEEN SETTLED WITH HIS MOM AND FAMILY AND SHE GOT A NEW JOB INTERVIEW SO WE SHOULD GET MARRIED..I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT COS THE SPELL CASTER ONLY ASKED FOR MY NAME AND MY GIRLFRIENDS NAME AND ALL I WANTED HIM TO DO… WELL WE ARE HAPPILY MARRIED NOW AND WE ARE EXPECTING OUR LITTLE KID,AND MY WIFE ALSO GOT THE NEW JOB AND OUR LIVES BECAME MUCH BETTER. IN CASE ANYONE NEEDS THE SPELL CASTER FOR SOME HELP, HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS;okutaspellhome@gmail.com ……HOPE HE HELPS YOU OUT OUR OPPORTUNITY … CONTACT THIS GREAT SPELL CASTER VIA EMAIL:okutaspellhome@gmail.com…

  Anderson Ann wrote @

I am Mrs ANDERSON ANN from USA, i want to share a testimony of my life to every one. i was married to my husband Barry Morgan, i love him so much we have been married for 5 years now with two kids. when he went for a vacation to France he meant a lady called Clara who en charm him with his beauty, he told me that he is no longer interested in the marriage any more. i was so confuse and seeking for help, i don’t know what to do until I met my friend Miss Rose and told her about my problem. she told me not to worry about it that she had a similar problem before and introduce me to a man called Dr Iyayi. who cast a spell on her ex and bring him back to her after 3days. Miss Rose ask me to contact Dr Iyayi. I contacted him to help me bring back my husband and he ask me not to worry about it that the gods of his fore-fathers will fight for me. He told me by three days he will re-unite me and my husband together. After three day my husband called and told me he is coming back to sought out things with me, I was surprise when I saw him and he started crying for forgiveness and that he never knew what came upon him that he will never leave me again or the kids.it was the spell that was casted on him that was working on him. Right now I am the happiest woman on earth for what this great spell caster did for me and my husband, you can contact Dr.Iyayi on any problem in this world, he is very nice, here is his contact driyayilovespellhome@gmail.com.He is the best spell caster.

  jenna wrote @

Am Lara i am hear to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 5 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home
again and he called me that he want a divorce, I asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying that he want a divorce and that he hates me and do not want to
see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a spell caster, i never believe in all this spell casting of a thing. i just
want to try if something will come out of it. I contacted Dr ojuku for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman that she cast a spell on him that is why he hates me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they cast the spell and after 3 days my husband called me
and he told me that i should forgive him, he settled to apologize on phone and said that he still love me that he did not know what happen to
him that he left me. it was the spell that the Dr ojuku shrine castes on him that made him comeback to me today,me and my family are now
happy again today. thank you Dr ojuku for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want
you my friends who are passing through this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact email him now ;drojukuspellhome@gmail.com and you will see that your problem will be solved. All thanks to Dr ojuku Regard.
.Good Luck…………

  jenny wrote @

I had a very hard time believing in love magic spells so i felt strange even clicking on any spell site. The term love spells seemed silly to me normally but after

seeing Doctor agba’s e-mail on a trusted blog, it made a great deal of sense. I literally thought there was no way I could have my lover back. Well, after contacting

Doctor agba he gave me a lot of confidence and told me he would help me bring back the man I thought I had lost forever in just 48 hours. It was very surprising how my

lover started calling me to tell me how much he missed and can’t live without me after Doctor agba had helped me cast a very powerful spell. I count myself very lucky

to have ever found Doctor agba’s mail and to have even had the courage of contacting him for help.Doctor agba didn’t tell me exactly what I wanted to hear like 99% of

other spell casters will do. He was very sincere with me, this was what really shocked me and made me believe he was real. Thank you so much Doctor agba for your

marvelous work. His e-mail is;agbaspellhome@live.com just so maybe you need a good and sincere spell caster

  james wrote @

I NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE SPELLS UNTIL I MET THIS WORLD’S TOP SPELL CASTER. HE IS REALLY POWERFUL AND COULD HELP CAST SPELLS TO BRING BACK ONE’S GONE,LOST,MISBEHAVING LOVER AND MAGIC MONEY SPELL OR SPELL FOR A GOOD JOB.I’M NOW HAPPY & A LIVING TESTIMONY COS THE WOMAN I HAD WANTED TO MARRY LEFT ME 2 WEEKS BEFORE OUR WEDDING AND MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN COS OUR RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ON FOR 2YEARS… I REALLY LOVED HIM, BUT HIS MOTHER WAS AGAINST US AND HE HAD NO GOOD PAYING JOB. SO WHEN I MET THIS SPELL CASTER, I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION OF THINGS TO HIM..AT FIRST I WAS UNDECIDED,SKEPTICAL AND DOUBTFUL, BUT I JUST GAVE IT A TRY. AND IN 7 DAYS WHEN I RETURNED TO USA, MY GIRLFRIEND(NOW WIFE) CALLED ME BY HERSELF AND CAME TO ME APOLOGIZING THAT EVERYTHING HAD BEEN SETTLED WITH HIS MOM AND FAMILY AND SHE GOT A NEW JOB INTERVIEW SO WE SHOULD GET MARRIED..I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT COS THE SPELL CASTER ONLY ASKED FOR MY NAME AND MY GIRLFRIENDS NAME AND ALL I WANTED HIM TO DO… WELL WE ARE HAPPILY MARRIED NOW AND WE ARE EXPECTING OUR LITTLE KID,AND MY WIFE ALSO GOT THE NEW JOB AND OUR LIVES BECAME MUCH BETTER. IN CASE ANYONE NEEDS THE SPELL CASTER FOR SOME HELP, HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS;okutemple@hotmail.com ……HOPE HE HELPS YOU OUT OUR OPPORTUNITY … CONTACT THIS GREAT SPELL CASTER VIA EMAIL:okutemple@hotmail.com

  GENA wrote @

My name is GENA from USA My boyfriend and I were happy as far as I could tell and I never thought that we would break up. When his cousin died in a tragic car accident he went back to Philippine for a week to be with his family. I could not go because I was in the middle of entertaining out of town clients for work. He did not seem to be upset that I could not go so I let him be. The next thing that I know, he reconnected with an old friend from high school that he had a crush on years ago and they started to have an affair! I had no clue what was going on until a month after he came back from Philippine.He proceeded to see both her and I until I caught him testing her one night. I confronted him and he told me the truth about what happened. We broke up and went our separate ways. Neither of us fought for our relationship. I was angry and decided not to be upset about it and just keep it moving. Then after about a month of not speaking to him I became sad. I wanted him to tell me that he wanted to be with me and not her. I contacted Dr.Agumagu for a love spell and he totally helped me! he was able to get him to miss me to where he wanted to get back together again. He had a lot of regrets and felt bad for not fighting to keep me and for cheating in general. He values our relationship so much more now and we are together now! You can also get your lover back with the help of Dr. Agumagu contact him through agumagulovespell@gmail.com

  Williams James wrote @

Hello
My name is Williams James from northern ireland i am here to inform you of a real spell caster called Dr. Egbe Golden who just helped me.. I have been scammed by alot of spell caster but this great man helped me and wipe away my tears. So viewers of this wounderful testimony who wants to contact him like:
1. GETTING YOUR EX LOVER BACK.
2. WINNING LOTTERIES. 3. CHILD BEARING.
4. BREAKING OF GENERATION COURSE.
5. GETTING OF JOB.
6. JOB PROMOTION.
7. MONEY SPELL.
8. SPIRITUAL PROTECTION.
9. HERBAL CARE.
10. BEAUTY SPELL.
11. BUISNESS CHARMS TO ENQUIRE MORE CUSTOMERS AND LOT’S MORE..
So brothers and sisters i have tested this man DR. EGBE GOLDEN and i have found that he is real and genuine. Contact him today via his email id and be joyful (Templeofsolution1@gmail.com).
More gratitude and thanks to you again the great DOCTOR..

  Irene wrote @

Am Irene from south Africa, This has so much brought me a great happiness and i have to share it.About 2Months ago i was very financial down and was even thinking of taking a loan from the bank so that i can sort out some debt and pay some bills.So fortunately for me i was surfing the internet on a blessed even and a man comment on how he got wealth through a great spell caster. i thought it was just a mere thing, again i saw another person this time this was even more convincing. I had to contact the spell caster and his email is; templeoflove1 AT yahoo com, I layed my problems to him and he told me that its very possible and in just a week, I shall be what i have never thought i could be.I was still finding it difficult to believe, so i gave in all that was required of me and he did the spell.just a week and 2days, i received a banking message that 50,000Rz had been paid into my account from someone whom i do not even have an ideal of. Not of two 5hours another 80,000Rz i was becoming scared and i remembered what the spell caster told me, that money will come from different angle from unknown people, that the spell will make me rich to the pint i would not be needing money anymore.Right now as i write the comments, the money in my account is what i have ever dreamt that i could have, i now have my own car and house, So on, i keep on receiving courier message some of them are cheques, heavy cheques.I am so so glad and too happy that i have left my condition all because of a spell caster that has made wealth to the point that i am so so countless of how much spend a day.I would have been nothing without this spell caster from templeoflove1 AT yahoo com,Anyone who needs help should go the right way to this spell caster, because i got to find out there many of them on the internet are not real at all.templeoflove1 AT yahoo com is the answer to your problems because he answered mine.Thanks.

  Kayla wrote @

my name is Kayla
i want to tell you about my past and how blessed i am today. please i understand how it feels to be heartbroken.i have a 5years relationship with my boyfriend not until when he brought me an invitation letter that he was getting married to somebody else because i love him so much and we promise to live our lives together ever since my life have been filled with pains,heart break and i almost took my life because of him.A friend of mine told me how DR OLOKUN helped her to get her husband back together after 3year,before i contacted dr olokun(priestolokun@hotmail.com)call number tel.+37067060228 is the spell caster who cast a spell in two days my boyfriend and i are back together.i am so happy for what DR.Olokon had done for me and my family too it a miracle for me, life have changed for the best.i dont need to explain it more than this but for you to contact him and your life will change for the best i promise you.

  Khalan Neal wrote @

I and my boy friend as been separated for a long period, I cam across different spell caster and they were all unable to bring my lover back. I was so sad and almost gave up on him when i met a spell man called DR OLOKUM, who helped me get my lover back. Ever since then i have been so happy and couldnt believe it would happen. He also helped me with success spell, I have been living happily with my lover now and will be getting married soon. Here is his contact if you need his help. LAVENDERLOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM

  SOPHIA wrote @

I AM SO HAPPY THAT MY EX IS BACK TO ME HE NOW ADORE AND RESPECT ME ANYTHING I TELL HIM THAT IS WHAT HE FOLLOWS ALL THANKS TO DR. EZE, THE GREAT SPELL CASTER,THIS MAN HIS THE BEST AND STRAIGHT FORWARD SPELL CASTER THAT TELLS YOU THE TRUTH AND YOU WILL GET RESULT UNDER 3DAYS,OTHER SPELL CASTER ARE SCAM BUT DR.EZE, IS VERY TRUSTWORTHY PLEASE IF YOU NEED YOUR LOVER ONCE BACK PLEASE KINDLY CONTACT DR. EZE, ON HIS PRIVATE MAIL dr.ezeodogwutemple@gmail.com

  Edwin wrote @

I NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE SPELLS UNTIL I MET THIS WORLD’S TOP SPELL CASTER. HE IS REALLY POWERFUL AND COULD HELP CAST SPELLS TO BRING BACK ONE’S GONE,LOST,MISBEHAVING LOVER AND MAGIC MONEY SPELL OR SPELL FOR A GOOD JOB.I’M NOW HAPPY & A LIVING TESTIMONY COS THE WOMAN I HAD WANTED TO MARRY LEFT ME 2 WEEKS BEFORE OUR WEDDING AND MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN COS OUR RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ON FOR 2YEARS… I REALLY LOVED HER, BUT HER MOTHER WAS AGAINST US AND SHE HAD NO GOOD PAYING JOB. SO WHEN I MET THIS SPELL CASTER, I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION OF THINGS TO HIM..AT FIRST I WAS UNDECIDED,SKEPTICAL AND DOUBTFUL, BUT I JUST GAVE IT A TRY. AND IN 7 DAYS WHEN I RETURNED TO USA, MY GIRLFRIEND(NOW WIFE) CALLED ME BY HERSELF AND CAME TO ME APOLOGIZING THAT EVERYTHING HAD BEEN SETTLED WITH HIS MOM AND FAMILY AND SHE GOT A NEW JOB INTERVIEW SO WE SHOULD GET MARRIED..I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT COS THE SPELL CASTER ONLY ASKED FOR MY NAME AND MY GIRLFRIENDS NAME AND ALL I WANTED HIM TO DO… WELL WE ARE HAPPILY MARRIED NOW AND WE ARE EXPECTING OUR LITTLE KID,AND MY WIFE ALSO GOT THE NEW JOB AND OUR LIVES BECAME MUCH BETTER. IN CASE ANYONE NEEDS THE SPELL CASTER FOR SOME HELP, HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS;supremetemple@hotmail.com……HOPE HE HELPS YOU OUT OUR OPPORTUNITY … CONTACT THIS GREAT SPELL CASTER VIA EMAIL:supremetemple@hotmail.com

  James wrote @

Hello to every one out here, am here to share the unexpected miracle that happened to me three days ago, My name is James mack i live in United State,and I`m happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she did not love me anymore So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.(supremetemple@hotmail.com}, So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day what an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who did not call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster . So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website {supremetemple@hotmail.com},i f you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to “bringing your ex back. So thanks to Dr PAPA for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again.(supremetemple@hotmail.com}, Thanks..

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  Kim Marie wrote @

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  Angelica Londos wrote @

Hello
My name is Mrs Angelica Londos from united states Daly city ca, i am married with two kids. Life has been a misery for me and my kids for over six years when my husband dumped me for his new mistress due to some minor misunderstanding that we had.
So he engage in a fight with me and throw me out of the house, so all through these sorrowful period of my life, i have been in pain. So one day, as i was browsing through the internet, i came across many post about spell casters testifying how they were helped by them so i decided to seek help and advice. but naturally i didn’t believe in spells or magic powers but due to the fact that i was deeply in love with my husband, i decided to go for a try, So i came in contact with Dr. Aire of drairesolutioncenter@gmail.com but before i contact Dr. Aire, i was scammed by alot of spell casters who makes me believe that they can help me. So because of all these, i almost lost hope that i can’t get my husband back anymore so when i contacted this Dr. Aire, he assure me that he will help me to reunite my marriage, so without demanding any single cent from me, he did a spell for me and he advice me to wait for just 24 hours. I actually waited as he said, so when it was 24 hours after he did the spell, my husband actually called me on my mobile phone and started apologizing for everything that he had caused me and the kids. This was how my marriage was reunited again and Starting from this point till date, i and my husband has been living peacefully and happily. Anybody viewing this testimony should please stop by and read and if you are so interested in contacting Dr. Aire for any help, simply do that via his email id (drairesolutioncenter@gmail.com) and remain happy.
Thanks.

  bela wrote @

I AM BELA i want to give thanks and i will always give thanks to DR.OTUKPU who brought back my love that has left me for 6years within 48hours, i have said about this last week but i promised to always tell people about this every week end so that those that did not read about it last week will read about it this week, i have been looking for how to get this boy back to my life because i love this boy with the whole of my heart, i could not replace him with any body,one day i was watching my television when i saw a lady giving thanks to DR.OTUKPU and telling the world how he helped her i was so shocked i could not believe it because i never taught that there are powers that can bring back lost love, then that was how i decided to contact him too because i do really need my love back,when i contacted him i told him everything and he told me not to worry that my love will surely be back to my arms within 48hours at first i could not believe because i was thinking how could somebody that has gone for 6years come back within 48 hours,so then i decided to watch and see,unbelievable within the next 48hours i got a call from unknown number so i decided to pick the call the next thing i could hear was my loves voice he was pleading and begging me on the phone that i should forgive him that i should forget all that have happened that he did not know what came over him,he promised not to leave for any reason, that he was really sorry for what he did,i was so surprised because i never believed that this could happen,so that was how i accepted his apology and the next morning he came to my house and still pleading for me to forgive him i told him that everything is okay that i have forgiven him, that was how we started again and now we are married, i promised to say this testimony in radio station, commenting this testimony is still okay but before this month runs out i promise to say this in radio station and i will,sir thank you very much.World please am begging you people to try and thank this man for me,or if you need his help here is his email address:drotukpuspellhome@gmail.com

  how i got back my lover wrote @

my ex-boyfriend dumped me 8 months ago after I caught him of having an affair with someone else and insulting him. I want him back in my life but he refuse to have any contact with me. I was so confuse and don’t know what to do, so I visited the INTERNET for help and I saw a testimony on how a spell caster help them to get their ex back so I contact the spell caster and explain my problems to him….. he cast a spell for me and assure me of 2 days that my ex will return to me and to my greatest surprise the second day my lover came knocking on my door and beg for forgiveness. I am so happy that my love is back again and not only that, we are about to get married. Once again thank you priest omigodo, you are truly talented and gifted contact his email: omigodoshrine@hotmail.co.uk or call priest omigodo for help on +2348079367204

  ca wrote @

As bizarre as using a spell to get close to the one you care about my sound to you all,its something you think of when you run out of option of what to do.And as a fact that i know, most of us are will to go to the extreme to get the person they care about close to them.Well in my case i fell in love with my neighbor wife.She was one hot woman with long legs nice ass and every thing a man dreams about a woman.Its was sad cos she was in a loveless marriage.Herself and her husband were like two strangers in the same house.The entire neighborhood notice that the never kiss or even hold hand or walk side by side with each other that kept everyone asking if there were really married.As at then i didn’t if i felt passion or lust or love all that was in my head was to make love to her all day.I couldn’t stop thinking about her.Yeah we starting seeing each other, going out on romantic dates, of course no one knew about us and soon it became a love affair.I knew it was hell wrong but she made me tremble just by thinking about her.Then i could link love passion lust as one.We never really talked much it was mostly passionate sex when we were together.I was sure i loved her that i could give my life for her.I just thought i should let her know i love her with my life so i dropped the “L” word.It was like i dropped an atomic bomb on her i could tell.She loved as much as i did but she was scared of love and her husband how she was gonna tell him i have been sleeping with our neighbor Hagee .I knew they were like stranger living in the same house so i just wanted to be with her for ever you know make are her and make her feel the burning desire i feel for her i wanted her to live her husband but she was not ready to it.It stayed that way for eighteen months i got so tried to asking as convincing her i got so desperate that i contact a spell caster MUTTON OSUN i discover online.There are lots of positive comment about him how he has helped a lot of desperate people like me.I he assured me that she was in love with me but was sacred he told me that doing the spell will not take her free will but fill her heart with overwhelming love for me.He said the spell bring this overwhelming love to the surface of her heart and then she will be willing to give anything up for our love.I needed some material for the spell which he asked me to get.I could get them but could not find any where to send them down to him.I had to send down the money to him to help me get them where he was.It 800 dollars maybe other people materials will be less expensive it all varies but my was not a waste of money cos the spell worked but it took 7 days to be effective and all that.In the she left her loveless husband and since then we have been together it been a year now.if you may want to contact him use this email address godsofosunx@rocketmail. com

  sarah wrote @

Thanks once again the great Dr Idibia I am sarah lewis I want to share my testimony to every one here about what this great man did for me I was married for more than six years know child with this, my heart has been trouble so I don’t know what to do. And I have gone from one place to another still I did not found the solution of my problems on till one day in my office when a friend of mine came for a visit so I have been hiding this for every body not to share this problems to any one so when I see the situation on ground now my husband is about getting another woman, I try my best to share this with a friend so she advise me to contact this great man for a spell so I was not my self of telling her my problems so I ask her what we it take me? She said it will not take much time just three days it we be done then I look up and down were we I start from now? She insist for me to try him then I ask her for his contact she gave me his number and his email address his number +2348103508204 and here is the email {greatidibiaspelltemple30@gmail} so I called him first before I email him to know if his is the write person so he cast the spell and am so happy with my husband with two kids with this, the man is great and his spell casting is real thanks to my friend may God almighty bless you all from sarah lewis

  Abigail Aiden wrote @

Good day to anyone ready this testimony. I was heartbroken when husband moved in with another woman abandoning our family. So I had a spell to bring him back home and stop the affair he had with the new girl. In just 4 days he left her and went to live at the motel to cover his shame. He called to say so and also get news of the kids. The discussion was pleasant, as if he was changing to become the man I knew when we got married. Now he’s back home and absolutely crazy in love with me and the kids.

I am so thrilled by this spell that I can’t find the right words to say how I feel right now. All I can decently say is that Dr. Tom saved the most important thing in my life. My family gives thanks to you Sir for bringing back my husband home.

If you passing true the same problems in your home contact Dr. Tom for help on his Email: dr.tomlovetemple@gmail.com

Name: Abigail Aiden
Location: Laguna Niguel, CA, USA

  nassi wrote @

Thanks to this great man of spirit called Dr Unoko which I don’t know how to thank him for the good work he has Don for me and family which I want to share my testimony with to you all so I was married to Hassan Moel and my name is Nassi deshields for six years now he left me with two kids with know reason which I don’t know what to do.so one day i was in my friends place when I exposed my pain to her about my depression which I have be looking for who to help me out of it then my friend called me closer to her self telling me on how she got this great man of spirit who helped her found her way to get her husband back then I ask of his contact she quickly go and get her computer and gave me his Email ID and his number so,that is how I contacted him for a help. And now am so happy with my family and with a happy home if you are in such pain kindly Via Email {DR.UNOKOSPELLTEMPLE30@GMAIL.COM} or call +2348103508204 have faith in him and he will help you
Nassi Deshields.

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

DEAR ADI ITS NATHAN Cribbs I am AT MY MOMS HOUSE A wake I am outside her house I will call you when I get back to my dads house baby
I miss you and want to marry you
baby
Love your man
NATE CRIBBS

  Lisa Saltman wrote @

I was married for 8years with out any child,because of this my husband start acting very strange at home,coming home late and not spending time with me any more.So i became very sad and lost in life because my doctor told me there is no way for me to get pregnant this really make life so hard for me and my family.my sister in law told me about Prophet Osaze from the Internet,how he has helped people with this similar problem that i am going through so i contacted him and explain to him.he cast a spell and it was a miracle three days later my husband can back to apologize for all he has done and told me he is fully ready to support me in any thing i want,few month later i got pregnant and gave birth to twins (girls) we are happy with ourselves. Thanks to Prophet Osaze for saving my relationship and for also saving others too. continue your good work, If you are interested to contact him and testify this blessings like me, the great spell caster email address:spirituallove@hotmail. com

  Deborah Wilson wrote @

I am Sheri sanstra (Dr Adodo) saved my marriage within 3days of contact,i contacted him in regard’s of my husband who left me for another woman i tried all the methods i know to get him back but to no avail then a good friend of mine Mrs maria introduce me to (dradodojattotemple@yahoo.com) who cast a powerful and wonderful spell that brought him back to me in just 3days i really want to use this medium to advice that for solution regarding any relationship issues contact the temple and all your worry s will be gone: (dradodojattotemple@yahoo.com)

  Mary Lucy wrote @

This is a testimony that i will tell to every one to hear. i have been married four 4years and on the fifth year of my marriage, another woman had to take my lover away from me and my husband left me and the kids and we have suffered for 2years until i met a post where this man Dr. Oboh have helped someone and i decided to give him a try to help me bring my lover back home and believe me i just send my picture to him and that of my husband and after 48hours as he have told me, i saw a car drove into the house and behold it was my husband and he have come to me and the kids and that is why i am happy to make every one of you in similar to met with this man and have your lover back to your self. His email: drobohspellworks@outlook.com

  Adi Krauthammer wrote @

HEY ADI ITS NATHAN I AM HOME NOW I WILL CALL YOU now at 352-331-2984
I love yah

  sarah wrote @

Thanks once again the great Dr Idibia I am sarah lewis I want to share my testimony to every one here about what this great man did for me I was married for more than six years know child with this, my heart has been trouble so I don’t know what to do. And I have gone from one place to another still I did not found the solution of my problems on till one day in my office when a friend of mine came for a visit so I have been hiding this for every body not to share this problems to any one so when I see the situation on ground now my husband is about getting another woman, I try my best to share this with a friend so she advise me to contact this great man for a spell so I was not my self of telling her my problems so I ask her what we it take me? She said it we not take much time just three days it we be done then I look up and down were we I start from now? She insist for me to try him then I ask her for his contact she gave to me his number and his email address his number +2348103508204 and here is the email {greatidibiaspelltemple30@gmail} so I called him first before I email him to know if his is the write person so he cast the spell and am so happy with my husband with two kids with this, the man is great and his spell casting is real thanks to my friend may God almighty bless you all from sarah lewis


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